Fragile

I just wanna share tis with all of those who read my blog...u see......i was stuck at the ktm station when my train came to the station...i juz sat inside for like 20 mins but the ktm is stil not moving...i can tell the ktm is not havin problem...it must be other station

Well later it has been anounced...there are something happened at segambut station....then i HEARD SOME RUMOURS...it seems that there was a ppl died!....y?....hit by a ktm gua..( it means he was crossing the track)...well i was kinda shocked...after that 20 mins i continued my journey la....on the way...i was wondering whether if it is true...well rumour are stil rumour...and the best part is i saw a malay lady kinda lke crying...then i thought mayb coincidently she is the family member of the ppl who go hit by that ktm....as i reach segambut station....i saw nothing....it means is not true..well....then the lady did not lost a family member...however...this made me recalled about someone

He is my granduncle...haizz..he jus pass away on last friday i think...he is realli a nice man u noe....realli fun to talk to...joke wit him.....the last time when we saw him healthily was during the wedding lunch last year on october....then i got another news in december that he had some problems with his spine being straight which caused tremendous pain....wat a suffering...when i met him during a christmas party...i can see he is realli in pain......he need a pillow to cushion is bac when he sits....he kinda lost his voice( very coarse voice)....then i heard from my grandaunt that he kinda prefer to lye down to prevent the pain....haizzzz

The worse part comes...this year chinese new year...he wasn't there....he was admitted into the hospital...now it seems she have lung cancer!....when my mum asked about him to my grandaunt..she burst into tears IMMEDIATELY..i realli can't help to feel sad like she does....uncle mike( my granduncle)...was a realli nice man...it seems to be a bit quite without his laughter in the hall of the main family.....then, i heard the news about his death on last friday...my mum went to pay her last respect at night...but she din bring us there as it is stil CNY...(within the first 15 days)...i was at home...wit no one..i felt lonely too!...for no reason....i juz lost my senses...not tat i m sad but i placed myself in the shoes of my grandaunt...i can remember the time when she broke into tear....now i m also thinking about my mother's feeling when my father died.......when my mum came bac from the funeral.....she told me some history during my father's death....

But she was very calm...mayb after my father's death...she already had her tears dried up......she told me..the day my father died..she was workin...her colleague accompanied her to visit my father..but my mum kinda see father seems to hav something wrong....then after awhile she called her friends(colleague) to go bac home....it was true indeed...my father died on that day...then my mum did all the procedure to claim his body...by the time the body was sent to the funeral place...it was already midnight....my second sis and i was not at home...we were at my babysitter's place..

According to my second sister...the next day is a saturday...and we are supposed to go back home....however my babysitter received a call...then my babysitter got the bad news...she told my sis that my mum wont be cmin bcos something happened to my my father ...she was sad(she knew he died)...but i was only 3...i can't understand much thing yet..and i m stil happily plying with my toys...while my father is dead....all i can remember is this...

My mum crying....my grandaunt crying...many ppl tat i duno is there(the funeral)....i was curious to see a big house made up of paper there...and a box of course..and i even asked my mum..."wats tis?'...she answered me that my father is goin to live there soon....i did not cry...over time..i realised tat my father is dead....only when i noe i don't hav a father like the others...in fact i was kinda happy thatmy father died...but i m sad to see my mother suffer during that time..Now that we can see life is fragile...i can just die now can u can jus die there too....

WE NEED TO UNDERSTAND 1 THING

Treasure ur loved ones before they are gone...especially like ur parent( in this case..mum)

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